IM CRAZY
Sunday, June 17, 2007,11:37 AM
I really dun noe wat i hav become le...
U noe when i going to miss 56 show i started to feel like i wan to die...
Whenever i depressed or sad , when i see them all the feeling all gone..REALLY...
I started to laugh wif them then all my saddness all gone n become more happy...
Sometimes i feel like i can die for them...
N sometimes i think tat if..
IF I can become their bf...or maybe jus stay by their side i can die already...My wishes have fullfilled...
There will be no last wishes n i can die...
If really cannot, i die n look for them in taiwan.. My soul fly to there n meet them...
Haha.. Wow sia... So gd..
I really dun noe wat i become...
I noe them in sec.1 when at tat time i hav a band cca... I missed it jus to go home n watch wanyu...
N so i long time didnt go they think tat i quit...
N when a time they stopped playing it on channel u... I really dun noe tat time how do i manage to live...
Then i moved to here (amk... n i still remember the date 23 march 2005... cos the date is darren bd... Haha..) my parent subscribe scv for me... After havin scv, i not anymore depressed le.. U noe last time i very very depressed de... Now i abit cheerful le jus becos of them... Althought sometimes i also feel like depressed but after a while i saw their poster at my room im okay le... Or maybe i cry all night.. i will only cry at night when it is quiet but sometimes i dun dare to cry so loud as not to wake up my bro... tat is same room wif me...
I really dun wan to share room wif them.. Haizzz... Maybe nid to wait for some years le...
Ok.. Quite excited for tml... as my fren r goin to my hm to do project...For quite so long ago last time my fren come to my hm...
Ok... Then i tml them come n update...
Bye...
[Alan Dang]