Everything~ Season~ ARASHI
Tuesday, June 30, 2009,10:56 PM
wow~ it was 11pm already..
it also last day of June..
left 1 more week to sch..
really miss my fren & teachers.. haha..
jus now was busy downloadin songs..
also dl arashi song that they will out tml..
i also watch Everything PV too..
NICE~ NICE~~
also waitin for tegomasu songs & album..
also jus found out nakayama yuuma, B.I shadow & NYC are goin to out their single too..
i wan to listen to it.. cant wait..
maybe some do not noe who is NYC..
they are Nakayama yuuma, Yamada ryosuke & Chinen yuri!!
so NYC!! i wan to noe wat type of song do they sing..
really cant wait, also wish some1 would upload it..
maybe go to their livejournal should hav..
haha..
today so happy~~
i also learn some languages too..
of cos japanese is the must, learn some korean, malay & a special languages..
it was sign languages.. haha..
i also learn it from orange days..
so noe a little bit..
of cos korean, malay & sign languages was not good..
im still learnin..
but maybe malay was the last languages i should learn!!
i can learn some basic..
of cos i also need to improve my keyboard..
arhh~ i haven touch it durin the holidays!!
i also wan to learn spanish, french & italian too..
haiz.. there was so many things i wan to learn..
ok.. it time to go sleep..
jaa, mata ne..
Sleepin pill
Friday, June 26, 2009,10:52 PM
later goin to watch zettai kareshi..
i noe it really tired, but i really wan to see it again..
anyway, how early i sleep, i somehow cant sleep straight away..
so i like to make myself very tired, n so dun disturb me after 11pm!!
i really wan make myself to sleep..
but i found out tat when it was rainin, i can easily fall asleep..
I LIKE RAINY DAYS!!
jaa, mata ne..
ima 11pm only..
i noe is broken english & japanese.. haha..
Greeeen Haruka
Friday, June 19, 2009,9:15 PM
this music was nice..
love it..
later at Ch U, 11.30pm-1.30am
Zettai Kareshi..
this show was nice too..
later watch it again..
although i hav watch the SP already..
i already noe the ending.. haha..
yesterday at malaysia watch terminator 4 & night 2..
nice too..
although i did not even watch terminator 1-3 before.. haha..
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jaa, mata ne..
NINO~
Wednesday, June 17, 2009,9:45 PM
nino kun otanjoubi omedetou..
happy birthday~~
always rmb his bd cos it 1wk after mine..
but the rest (arashi) nid to see my calendar for their bd..
haha..
demo, nanka, ureshi jaa nai..
i hav say in my msn nick, im not junna anymore!!
im TAKASHI KEIKO!! yeah~
i wan to change my life too..
he can change his life, y not me??
more actually is change my character..
im goin crazy~~
mayb aft 3 wks of holiday, im not junna tat u noe anymore..
haha..
i wan to hav fun~
i wan to hav memories..
really dun rmb much in my pri sch..
cos tat time really did not hav fun..
i wan to hav fun now~
jaa, mata ne..
tml goin to malaysia with family to watch movies..
haha.. wish tml hav fun~
BUTA..
Tuesday, June 16, 2009,9:40 PM
im really a pig..
these few days, jus sleep then eat then sleep..
also become sleep early..
in sch day slp arn 12pm, now slp at 11pm already..
but then i early slp also cannot sleep straight away..
sometimes will only sleep 1-2hrs later i lie down..
now yawnin..
haiz.. my hw haven down..
tml nid to do already..
i wan to go to poly..
jaa, mata ne..
really fall in love..
Sunday, June 14, 2009,10:21 PM
dun noe if i can control myself not to miss them..
i really rmb all those things i hav done with both of them..
is really fun..
on fri when leavin sch somehow feel so down..
i really love to be with frens..
i dun wan holidays..
at home , my mum was jus nag at me..
haiz...
left 21 days..
jaa, mata ne..
So tired..
Saturday, June 13, 2009,10:42 PM
feel like an pig today..
today sleep until 10am, then at arn 3pm, sleep a short nap until 5pm..
it the longest time i ever sleep for a nap.. haha..
really yawnin now..
i really miss both of them now..
jaa, oyasumi..
Last day of Sch..
Friday, June 12, 2009,10:41 PM
today at sch was quite fun..
play basketball with frens..
hav so much fun..
i also become siao..
really crazy in pe time..
in accountin quite stress when doin the last qns..
but after tat i hav fun again..
i also heard my fren say my face become red..
haha..
i also dun noe y my face go red..
im really in love now..
anata wa mata aitai desu yo..
anata wa honto ni suki desu..
jaa, mata ne...
Im fine already..
Thursday, June 11, 2009,7:36 PM
im really ok..
please dun worry about me..
today after the class bondin, feel really relax..
jus with fren make me feel safe..
i really dun wan to left out AGAIN..
i really in holiday mood..
dun feel like doin my hw..
n i really hav no appetite..
every time see oily food or singapore food, really dun feel like eatin..
feel so disgusted..
i really wan to eat japanese food ONLY..
my weight hav drop very much..
jus arn 1 week i hav drop 4kg..
now 40kg already.. haizz..
i really tired of actin and lie..
who like actin & lie??
i really dun noe how much i hav lie to parents already..
i really wan to be happy..
really ONLY frens will make me happy..
Y DOES MY BIRTHDAY ALSO CANNOT GO OUT & PLAY??
IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY.. OK!!!
I REALLY HATE MY PARENTS!!
jus late a bit still nag..
i also hate naggy ppl esp parents..
ok.. today feel relax.. dun wan to spoil my mood..
it was really fun in class bonding esp at movie time..haha..
jaa.. mata ne..
anata wa honto ni mata aitai desu yo!!
itsu aitai desu ka??
Dai kirai
Wednesday, June 10, 2009,10:04 PM
i really hate my birthday..
y does everything happen to me on this day..
when does my birthday can be truly happy??
everytime my birthday will let me cry..
nxt time i really dun wan to go to stupid adam koo course..
n y does it on my birthday??
i really hate them..
really feel like they sayin about me..
i really dun noe when is the feelin of nxt thur morning..
cos tat time really feel like jus jumpin down to the mrt tracks..
if i really jump, wat will happen to me..
i hav problems about parents n now even frens too..
i really dun noe anymore..
i tryin openin up my heart but it always fail..
he say people is people..
all around the world the good ppl is good.. then bad ppl is bad..
it all the same..
i really admire him, he really dun care about others views..
but i really cannot.. i care very much...
anyway hope tml will be better..
jaa, mata ne..
Ki~tta
Monday, June 8, 2009,7:18 PM
gomen.. com was spoilt..
........
one day our problem didnt solve, i cant really be happy again..
y is this type of thing always happen to me??
anyway, i hav treat it as normal day..
feel like there was nth special to happen..
ne, kore honto ii no??
jaa, maa ne..
~3 JUNE 2009~
Wednesday, June 3, 2009,1:27 PM
today..
kind of happy n sad too.. but happy more than sad..
in mornin come with sch with jerome, although meet him in staircase..
n we find the classroom together.. cos teacher change the classroom..
when find the classroom then the monitor call me xiao mei mei n i say hello to him..
nth much aft tat..
then in costin really happy, cos i really dun wan my old past back..
i even change my character.. it was really different from my past..
tat time in costin was really happy..
then is ent lesson.. before lesson i saw farhana..
i even say to her that i miss rui qi.. cos saw another girl name on the list..
until now i really miss him.. i really can rmb all those happy thing we do together..
we even walk home together although not side by side..
but we talk to each other was less than my ten fingers..
i noe he has a girlfrien already.. and he was kind of my first love..
n i regret tat i didnt talk to him much..
then is ent, but there is one time it look like i was in my sec.2 time..
Am i hate by others?? Why does everyone hate me??
I can change if you hate it!!
of cos cry a little bit when no1 notice me..
but when i go to their website, make me feel happy again..
tegomasu is goin to hav single & album..
arashi is goin to hav a single..
the news was really fast..
it really make me happy..
i cant wait already.. of cos when i type this, make me so happy..
my whole life is for them.. i really cant live without them..
then aft lesson, my friends all misunderstand me already..
kind of become when im in sec.2 time..
tat time even ruiqi misunderstand me tat im with dickson..
now the guy i like also misunderstand me..
haizz.. why is it like tat??
aft sch i saw monitor and say hello to him..
he call me xiao mei mei again..
it really make me happy.. cos not many ppl call me this..
of cos talk to them a little while, then go home..
but dun noe why i smile all the way from mrt to home..
if i really like a guy, i dun really talk to him..
please dun misunderstand.. please i beg you..
ok.. nvm.. tml is another day..
i really dun wan my old past back..
i really hate it..
nvm.. tml i will be in a new character..
tml will be a new day too..
ok.. jaa mata ne..
PS: i taken out my chatbox..
cos there is someone really really boring!!
he really has nothing to do!!
i will put it back after some time..
friends anythin free to msg me..
~~Confused~~
Tuesday, June 2, 2009,1:37 PM
Happy thing~
yesterday aft sch as i walk alone, i call his name all the way to home..
so funny..
of cos smile all the way..
Sad thing~
today from sch also walk alone, dun noe why i cry all the way to home..
although cry a while then stop then cry again..
i really cant cry outside..
i only can cry in my bed at night while everyone is sleeping..
i really hate to be alone..
when i alone, i always think too much..
and then make me sad..
i really wan to be with friends..
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this few weeks my weight go down too..
from the 44kg to 42kg..
maybe if the food was not japanese, i dun feel like eatin..
all those food hav eaten for 18 years, and next few days eaten for 19yrs already..
on tat day, i really dun wan to hav any hope..
but look like nxt thur we havin class bonding..
although eatin pizza only.. haha..
anyway, i dun hav any hope already..
now i miss him..anata aitai yo.. suki desu yo..
Hana yori Dango
Monday, June 1, 2009,1:19 PM
hana yori dango is the japanese version..
the actual manga was japanese..
ok.. it was not taiwan or korea version..
those both are shit...
japanese is better than those two..
i noe different ppl hav different views..
anyway i love japanese version..
even my friend say the korean version are not handsome..
wat more she was not japanese nor korean fans..
ok.. look like im in love..
everytime want to see him..
arhh.. i dun wan..
im in love with takki too..
n many ppl.. so many tat i cant count..
haha..
ok.. now is ent lesson.. haha..
jaa, mata ne..
[Alan Dang]