Sorry.. (Gomemasai)
Thursday, January 31, 2008,1:50 PM
These few days i hav no mood to write things..
cos i quite disppointed in my result..
as we get it on 24 jan, tat day we also hav a NAPFA tests..
so cant noe it at 2pm..
then when come home, it was 5 sth le..
as my mum check it with my bro, she then sae i get 38..
also tat time i wan to bath, i jus go in & switch on n cry inside..
but then i start to think maybe my mum see wrong sth like tat..
then i didnt cry much later..
untill then i check i get 29.. with the last year result..
ok.. if i get 1 mark improve on my sci, i maybe will go in poly ba..
haizz..
n sry to emily & june..
i didnt talk to them liao..
cos if they sae the word poly i will cry again..
as some day later arn 26jan, emily called me..
she sae sth.. then poly, i start to cry on the phone..
then i jus cup it much later..
i really didnt hav the mood already..
even the rest of the day in sch, i didnt get so happy..
我沒有高興過。。 even so it was a fake smile..
but whenever i thinkin about 5566, i start to get excited liao..
i really cant wait to see them, they giv me happiness..
so i really wan to see them all the time..
所以我不能沒有他們。。
they die, i also die too..
serious.. i didnt joke about it..
so you may be not see me again when when they left..
now i was livin inside of my world..
sometimes i dun feel like talkin.. but if sae about 5566, i will chat more willingly..
now i also watchin kimi wa petto..
it also let me dun think more about my result..
i jus laugh with the show..
ok.. i dun wan to talk about my result le..
i wan to talk about 5566..
ok.. they are comin to sg on 2 feb- 4 feb..
they also goin to UFM1003 for interview on monday(4feb) 10 to 11pm..
better rmb, i dun wan to miss it..
so missin them..
ok..
i also cant forget some japanese ppl..
n ytd i rmb their names.. haha..
i dun revised my test but them..
ok.. i rmb their names..
last time was by books..
this time was by my memory..
1. Kamenashi Kazuya
2. Akanishi Jin
3. Taguchi Junnosuke
4. Tanaka Koki
5. Ueda Tasuya
6. Nakamaru Yuichi
woah.. rmb le.. all correct.. yah..
ok.. bye for now..
it 2.30pm now..
[Alan Dang]