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Monday, May 25, 2009,10:34 PM
somehow, hav watch finish SA..tears hav accidental drop many.. haha..although in sch was happy in front of my friends..i even make silly moves..
haizz.. i really dun noe which one is the real me..
nanga, also feel happy in my heart too..
is it becos i can go to taiwan, or even japan in sep??
although not yet confirm, even hav the chance tat it will cancel..
or even is tat im in love?? i really dun noe the feelings..
i always thinkin about him, but in the end didnt really miss him..
my heart also didnt dokidoki when i see him..
or even is my birthday is comin soon..
but i noe for sure no1 will rmb it..
dun noe y i love my classmate singin birthday song for me..
cos i didnt hav this chance.. my birthday is fallin in holiday..
n i feel jealous when others sing it for their frens in other class..
the true is i dun like my birthday fallin in holiday..
the whole 16 years.. although at 17 was an weekend..
at 18 we have a test on tat day.. now 19 really dun noe..
ahh.. i really dun noe..
maybe aft i really gone to japan n see them..
n make all my wish come true..
i can rest in peace already.. cos nth in this world will let me feel wanted..
today again dun feel like living..
n the true is i talk to many guys today.. haha..ok.. tml will be the fake me again..
but i will try my best to become the real me..
in 19 years no it still 18 years, today hav talk to 3 guys in one row.. haha.. funny right..today hav change a lot from last week..
change my hairstyle, change my shoes(tata make my leg pain) and even somehow change my character too..
although the most i only talk to 1 guys only.. haha..ok.. tat for today.. jaa ne..
[Alan Dang]