~3 JUNE 2009~
Wednesday, June 3, 2009,1:27 PM
today..
kind of happy n sad too.. but happy more than sad..
in mornin come with sch with jerome, although meet him in staircase..
n we find the classroom together.. cos teacher change the classroom..
when find the classroom then the monitor call me xiao mei mei n i say hello to him..
nth much aft tat..
then in costin really happy, cos i really dun wan my old past back..
i even change my character.. it was really different from my past..
tat time in costin was really happy..
then is ent lesson.. before lesson i saw farhana..
i even say to her that i miss rui qi.. cos saw another girl name on the list..
until now i really miss him.. i really can rmb all those happy thing we do together..
we even walk home together although not side by side..
but we talk to each other was less than my ten fingers..
i noe he has a girlfrien already.. and he was kind of my first love..
n i regret tat i didnt talk to him much..
then is ent, but there is one time it look like i was in my sec.2 time..
Am i hate by others?? Why does everyone hate me??
I can change if you hate it!!
of cos cry a little bit when no1 notice me..
but when i go to their website, make me feel happy again..
tegomasu is goin to hav single & album..
arashi is goin to hav a single..
the news was really fast..
it really make me happy..
i cant wait already.. of cos when i type this, make me so happy..
my whole life is for them.. i really cant live without them..
then aft lesson, my friends all misunderstand me already..
kind of become when im in sec.2 time..
tat time even ruiqi misunderstand me tat im with dickson..
now the guy i like also misunderstand me..
haizz.. why is it like tat??
aft sch i saw monitor and say hello to him..
he call me xiao mei mei again..
it really make me happy.. cos not many ppl call me this..
of cos talk to them a little while, then go home..
but dun noe why i smile all the way from mrt to home..
if i really like a guy, i dun really talk to him..
please dun misunderstand.. please i beg you..
ok.. nvm.. tml is another day..
i really dun wan my old past back..
i really hate it..
nvm.. tml i will be in a new character..
tml will be a new day too..
ok.. jaa mata ne..
PS: i taken out my chatbox..
cos there is someone really really boring!!
he really has nothing to do!!
i will put it back after some time..
friends anythin free to msg me..