~~Confused~~
Tuesday, June 2, 2009,1:37 PM
Happy thing~
yesterday aft sch as i walk alone, i call his name all the way to home..
so funny..
of cos smile all the way..
Sad thing~
today from sch also walk alone, dun noe why i cry all the way to home..
although cry a while then stop then cry again..
i really cant cry outside..
i only can cry in my bed at night while everyone is sleeping..
i really hate to be alone..
when i alone, i always think too much..
and then make me sad..
i really wan to be with friends..
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this few weeks my weight go down too..
from the 44kg to 42kg..
maybe if the food was not japanese, i dun feel like eatin..
all those food hav eaten for 18 years, and next few days eaten for 19yrs already..
on tat day, i really dun wan to hav any hope..
but look like nxt thur we havin class bonding..
although eatin pizza only.. haha..
anyway, i dun hav any hope already..
now i miss him..anata aitai yo.. suki desu yo..