on these 4 days..
Monday, August 10, 2009,10:53 PM
---on fri 7 aug---when teacher ask me things about sg, i really dun noe anything..
y should i care..
i wan to mirgate to japan..
so when he ask, i really dun noe..
but in the end giv me 1 lollipop, helps from my frens.. :)
taufiq hav buy kite to fly..
very fun.. (some details from last post)
actually on tat day i wan to go out with frens..
luo shan n zhi hao say they wan to go tampines, but they wan to look for frens..
at first i tot it very far, then rmb suping, she at there..
so msg her if wan to meet as we long time didnt meet already..
but she tired too.. so reject me..
then i rmb mei, msg her if can find her at woodlands..
actually im sorry to her, she didnt reject me, is always me tat reject her..
really sorry to her..
so walk out together to mrt with amirul n kenneth..
but when reach amk, so tired..
so in the end reject mei..
so when home, so tired tat i fall asleep..
from 2.30-5.45pm, so in the end at night not tired already..
so i tell my mum, u noe wat she say, she say then y sleep??
ok.. wat am i goin to do if i didnt sleep, play com when my bro was using??
doin hw when i dun feel like doin..
wat am i goin to do??
DIE??
ok.. when she say tat, it fine with me..
---Sat 8 Aug---goin to celebrate shu hui 21st bd on national day..
hehe.. same as taufiq bd..
but when im 21bd, dun wan to celebrate with them..
they only noe how to compare others..
so i really hate to compare things..
i am who i am..
i do things that i wan to do..
n really thanks to kenneth, he sms me for the whole day..
if not i will really bored to death..
although not really whole day, he reply always very long & for 2hrs+ i go swimming..
then he go gym, didnt msg for 2hr+ too..
so not really whole day..
then later arn 8.45pm, sms taufiq wish him happy birthday..
hehe.. chat with him and kenneth together..
really thanks to them..
chat with taufiq was so fun..
taufiq make me smile and kai lin(my cousin) saw it..
haha.. i love taufiq..
i really love those ppl tat treat me nice..
so i hav say to luo shan b4 tat i love many ppl..
i also love her too..
zhi hao too, even though he say he wan to scold me, but in the end didnt even scold me..
even treat me take cab with him..
i love him too.. :p
---sun 9 aug---today stay at home, play com finally..
then start playin facebook for the 1st time..
i jus wan to play the quiz n some games only..
also do a bit of hw..
then kenneth say he wan me to teach him acc & costing..
so meet him tml..
amirul & luo shan busy so didnt meet them..
our dinner was bee hoon, my mum cook early so to watch the NDP..
ok.. i jus drop a little bit..
and u noe wat she scold me, she say "da ma de"
i noe it was not a serious remarks, but it really really hurt me alot..
even some simple remarks can hurt me..
so at night cry, i tot i will not cry antmore..
but in the end cant control myself..
i think my last cryin was on my birthday..
ok.. tat good.. didnt cry for 2months..
sometimes i hate go sleep..
cos tat the only times i get alone by myself..
ok.. didnt sleep until 4.30AM..
make me tired for kenneth date tml..
--- mon 10 aug---
so i hav a date with kenneth..
but goin out with him really bored..
cos we only study, aft tat walk walk a bit..
i go n buy pens at popular..
at first i wan to watch HP, but look like it hav end..
also noe some secret about taufiq and jerry..
hehe.. :P
we also walk walk amk hub..
then go play zone X..
ok.. not so fun..
so in the end GO HOME..
ok.. thanks to him, i past my mon..
if not i really dun noe how to live today..
and finally tml coming..
cant wait to see all my frens..
wow~ write this for 1hr..
it long..
ok.. jaa, mata ne..
[Alan Dang]