GO N DIE~
Monday, October 12, 2009,9:57 PM
today cant really smile in sch..
i tot i can be happy, but as the time goes by, gettin sadder n sadder..
n in sch didnt talk much..
feel like goin to my old past again..
y am i being bully again??
IF I DIE, YOU WILL BE HAPPY RIGHT??
THEN I WILL DIE JUST FOR YOU..
I DARE...
cryin more offen these few days..
on weekends, cry in the afternoon for the 1st time..
on the past, i scared bro will see it..
but on tat day jus cry on my bed..
lucky they didnt see it..
today aft sch went home, watch hidarime Tantei EYE..
gettin better tat time..
can see my yamada kun~
then jus now finally can watch my yatterman, aft so long..
n gettin really better..
tat show quite funny..
make me smile..
honto ni baka da yo..
i wan to kiss my sho kun too..
miss him already..
it was only japanese guys can make me feel happy..
tat time even janice talk to me about NEWS, make me so happy..
n fight with lya over tegoshi kun, also make me happy..
haha.. (^o^)/
i miss my tegoshi kun~
ok, later go n dream about them..
i also rmb, there was a time i hav nightmare for a few days continually..
it was about the same kind..
tat i DIE..
wat does it mean??
n i long time didnt hav nightmare already..
maaa~ i~ka~
mata ne~~~
[Alan Dang]